Curse on myself

Shit, I've been wasting the whole day surfing others blogs. Now I'm becoming addicted to the Internet. I can't help it. Sometimes it's not good having a connection all the time. When I was in Myanmar I went the Internet Cafe just to check e-mail. Because I was charged by the minute I use. No money to surf web, at that time. What a hopeless life wherever you are, you are always broke, damnit!

The exam is £ucking near. The reason staying home during these days is to start a study. The first week it was going well. It is until when I had got an accident that cut my right palm, I can no longer concentrate on reading. It have got 7 stitches.

From tomorrow on, I plan to practise as I did in Myanmar, staying away from online except to check e-mail! Otherwise I have to sit like a dumb in an exam.

I never have an ambition.

I always have been a kind of easy-going guy. As far as ambition are concerned, I should have known what exactly is I wanted to be since 12 years ago.

When I was young I used to think I will be a sucessful man one day. I feel sad knowing I am not as sure as I was.

My mother used to scolded me,"My lazy boy, wake up, it's very time that you escaped out of your dream world". She said I was living in my dream. Ah.. you are right mum. But it's too much enough for me! I want to escape. So I am trying now, trying my best to please you, at the same time to make myself sucess, sucess that I have dreamt before.

My annoying habit

Sitting in front of the PC all night long after formatting, reinstalling all the nessary programs, testing them and surfing the net, I long for a puff of cigratte so much. No, I have shortage of money and I do need to care about my spending, at least a month. It doesn't help me trying two desperate attempts of having instant coffee hoping to reduce such a hunger.

People say money is a strong motivation to force someone to do something unpleasant. And I am staying in Singapore, hopefully just for the moment lol, the country where cigratte are sold the highest price than anyothers around the world. Alcohol and cigratte are heavily taxed in this country, especially on cigratte, in order to encourage the youths being stay away from them. Ironically I observe that their young Singaporian per smokers are far a lot than young men from my country, Myanmar, where cigratte are sold ridiculously cheap price! And they smoke twice as much more sticks as our youths. Here I have to pay S$ 10 for a pack of London cigratte, my favourite. By this price I can buy about 9 packs in my country. I have to admit I smoke a bit less than in Myanmar because of tight budget. Still then I cannot completly do away with it, though I should if I were enough stingy.

First Entry

Here Friday, April 21, 2006 Zero Topic (zerotopic.blogspot.com) is born. That is all about my blog entry.