...., a sad news is that my teacher, Mr......pass away yesterday because of lung cancer. He is at the age of 54 when he died. Par is now 58 and mum is worried about him because his friend, Mr........, Mr......... and Mr............all have gone.

That's an extract from my younger brother e-mail to me two weeks ago. The news do alert me. I always take my parents for granted, everytimes I need help. I feel sorry because I happen to be a burden for them. Regarding my age, it is my turn to support them, not taking from them. But I cannot. I cannot stand on my own feet yet. I know I was a bad son and still am I. Please forgive me for that mum, dad. I really appreciate all you have done for me.